He wishes for the cloths of Heaven

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I celebrate Epiphany with the children French style. With a galette des rois. One will be crowned King or Queen. Why ? 

Because it marks the end of the Christmas festivities with a bang not a whimper. Optimism, idealism. Facing the new era, whatever that era may be, full of joy and hope. 

I feel genuinely. very sorry for people who cause chaos and heartache. I have written about this before. They cannot and do not know peace. The need to order the inner landscape by controlling the outer ultimately doomed.

I am writing, a lot. There has been a shift in me, a very positive one. I faced the last thing I was afraid of. I have two manuscripts ready, they will no doubt need some revision, and I am beavering away on the third which is the format of essais - I use the French here as I am inspired by Montaigne. 

I am writing about people who have inspired me or given me joy, people who have changed my life, for the better. There is a chapter to him but he keeps sneaking in, almost to every sentence. 

Life is a celebration, I was looking up Morris quotes and I think, in synthesis here with so much going on around the dusty corners of my mind, I must do as he would have me do - embrace joy, nature, other people and campaign for change and good. 

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